After a problem , there comes another problem

I'm thinking about all my mistakes and my problems .

Yes , I've made a lot of mistakes and that's why now I have so much problems .

I've broke so many hearts that love me sincerely and now God have punish me .

But I can't change . Yes , I want to . But I don't have that strength .

I just wanted to say I'm sorry to all my ex-bfs out there . Ive regret .

I know that we'll never be together again , but we'll still be friends okay .

Just please forgive me . Now , I have another major problem .

How you'll feel if your love ones like your married brother have an affair ?

And that bit** asks him to marry her ?

I'm really desperate right now . I don;t know what else to do .

Please , God . Help me . I've an exam to pass .